Tuesday, February 14, 2012

he have t0 moved????

terkejut bc bbm group smlm...trus bgn dri td0 buka email n call cinta...xsangka dia kena tuka team...tahla,xtahu nk ckp cmne feel smlm..t0day ok..bley accpt..next shift xtahu la..tahla,rse 0 bila dia xde...rse sdih bila dia xde dpn mata...rse nk tuka team tp tkut wat kptsn yg salah..pasni mesti lgi ssh utk dpt spend dgn cinta..sbb skrg pun da sgt ssh sgt nk dpt mse terbaik dgn dia...tahla,xsggp nk pk ap bakal jdi..ya allah besar btul dugaan mu kt ak..ak redha ya allah..andai ini mmg takdir ak,ko beri la ak peluang utk dpt keje len ya allah...

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

stress la...bley x nk lari jauh2 n lari dri sume ni..

Ak sgt2 stress t0day..dgn SOUL wat la..dgn exb berlambak2 nk byr..rse nk resign je..suck sgt...ak stress sgt..rse nk marah je..ya allah berikn la ak kekuatan utk bersabar...ak pun xtahu la..smlm mama n daddy sibuk2 nk ckp psl kawin..bertambah2 stress ak ni hah..sape xnk kawin dlm dunia ni?sape xnk ank?sdih bila ak dgr mama n ddy nk sruh ak kawin dgn ank kawan diorg..igt zaman ap?mama sory i cant do it...biarla bujang smpy mati as long as xwat wrong decision..klau nk kawin rmai je calon ada mama..tp hati ni xle tima..mmg la sayu hiba sgt hati ni bila dgr ija n nida nk kawin..tp da jodoh diorg...bley x ak lari jauh2 dri sume bnda ni?sgt2 stress..teramat sgt..nk g 1 tmpt yg xde sape2 knl...mula hdp bru..biarla org ckp tmpt org bkn bgus,tmpt sndri gak yg bgus tp ak nk g gak...bley x?throw all da sucks!!!!

Friday, January 27, 2012

Sucks...silly....sad day....

ya allah...ak sgt sdih..dri smlm ak dituduh bkn2...ya allah kuatkn la hati ak ni...ak xsangka dia akn ckp kt ak mcm tu...."perempuan mcm tu xde sape nk wat bini"....sggp dia ckp mcm tu..tu blum lgi msg2 smlm...ya allah,ttp kn la hati ak utk dia...biarla bujang smpy mati ak redha...dia xpenah nk cuba hargai ak...slalu berjnji tp dia alwys malukn ak..bg ak nmpk hina...thanx u...bc0z u r my smf...u take advantage..

Rse mcm..........

ak rse dia da t00 much...dia ckp dgn kwn2 sume..nape dia wat org cmni?ap slah org?org xtahu nape org still sggup tempuh sume ni..org ttp syg dia n org rse dia sgt2 take advantage..org xtipu dia pun,dia slalu tuduh org..klau dia rse btul2 nk buang org bgtaw la...dia tahu marah org xpick up phone..marah org xreply sms..tp dia?org slalu doakn kebahgiaan dia..org xpenah halang dia wat papepun..tahla,sbb u smf im being like dis...if u can feel wut im feeling..i hope u strong n plz jgn bunuh dri..it t00 hurt my smf...t.care..alwys loving u till my last breath...

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I'm jz looking for ice cream my SMF

bgn pg2 ni teringin nk mkn ice cream haagen dasz...n choc cadbury hazelnut...smpy tmpt keje merayap2 1 airport cri ice cream xjmpe2...sdih bila my smf tuduh org bkn2..tuduh org g jmpe sape2..hm...im jz looking for ice cream syg...jz looking for ice cream c0z kempunan sgt2 nk mkn ice cream tu..i have t0 do everythng by my own my soul...rse sdih bila bnda yg xwat slalu kena tuduh tetiba...pas2 sgt terasa bila "aku ko " ...hm...tahla,sdih xle nk luah kt sape2..da la gad0 dgn yong...hm....love u s0 much my smf...

Monday, January 23, 2012

missed my SMF so much..

hm..xtaw nk ckp cmne..ak rse mcm org bodo sgt..sbb dia tahu ak syg dia..dia wat ak mcm ni...xpela,on day klau ko rse ap yg ak rse ak harap ko kuat k...jgn bunuh dri....igt allah maha adil syg...

Thursday, December 15, 2011

2.5 days without u....

mmsuk pg ni da almost 3days nothing i heard from u...sgt sdih...cant stop thinking about u...but smpy bila?hati tlg la kuat syg...lpskn ur soul...sgt skit syg...da ketentuan....kena redha n berserah...one day hati akn jmpe soul yg len ye...tp mmg xle nk tipu diri...mmg hati ni xkn ada soul len selain u my soul..mohd azrin md buang...only u syg...only u...till my last breath...tuhan ak tahu byk dosaku hanya igtkn mu kala duka ku........malam ko bwa la rinduku utknya yg jauh driku...